So, I set my story to be publicly written. To be open with and understood or misunderstood by whoever. I feel emotionally decimated. As if I’m here but not really. I was scared of being hurt, and now once again I am after forgiving again. Maybe someone will message me and tell me that they feel what I’m feeling too.
tell me i am beautiful world, tell me you’re there for me friends, family, whoever you are.
but tell me that I will ever be vulnerable to someone else, tell me i CAN still open up to someone and fall inlove again. tell me i can use the law of attraction to find my way out of this darkness and be successful. because right now,,,, right now, it feels a little too much as if I’m never getting out of this black hole.
tell me i am coming back into myself, this time being the true me for everyone to see
tell me I am my own soulmate why don’t you.
- how could you do this to me,
how could you hurt me like this?
over two years of my life now what.
why anything universe. am i right?
I hope I can recover. alone.